Songs

Spider's Web - one of my newer songs, its basically about a girl i fell in love with, and despite the fact weve been broken up for a while, i still cant get over her, and face the fact i might have lost her for good.

Forever Means Nothing - another song about a girl, one of many, and its about how sometimes we say things, that maybe arent forever, despite the fact we say them, and how much it can hurt to loose the one you love.

Homesick - about a girl i met when i went on vacation, got deep feelings for and came to miss her like heck... yea thats pretty much the story behind this one.

Angel Watching - this song is a really touchy subject for me. its about my really good friend, Nick Traina, dying and how his death affected me. Learn more about him at In Loving Memory.

Johnny Depp - yea, this is deffinatly a really lame pop punk song, where i basically took the concept of the character edward scissorhands, and applied it to my own fear in a relationship.. its kinda odd.

Alone At Dawn - i wrote this song about yet another relationship.. that just fell apart when fights became more than anything.. and this expressing my pain wishing i hadnt after it was all over, and what i learned.

Train Tracks - a song about a battle with heroin, its simple as that.

For You - okay, so if youve notice, i ususally dont name names. but this one deserves it. this one is about Mandy, cause she pretty much saved my life.

Time After Time - a song i wrote while i was in the hospital. its about friends, and how the good ones never leave your side, through thick and thin.

Easier Said Than Done - about a whore who cheated on me, and how i felt after.. its pretty.

Cry Free - this one is just plain and simple written in the hospital about being in the hospital.

Stupid Me - another song about a whore, and how stupid i was for risking our friendship for a relationship, and how she cheated on me. story of my life?

So I Lied - my favorite shuttlecocks song, about hating where you live... but not being able to leave no matter how hard you try.

5 Pound Weight - a really goofy song about being young and irresponsible and being told to grow up

Cranberry Juice - co-written by erik, its about growing up, and how much it really sucks

Resurfacing - the first song i wrote when i started playing punk again, with erik and its about like trying to break the pain and suffering so i can make my life mine again.

The Ballad of the Broken Hearted - a song about and for just that.. the broken hearted.

On My Own - a song about feeling like everything is my fault and im the only one who can fix anything.

Too Bad - a song from when i used to have alot of troubles with my dad.

Popular - about how everyone tries to be popular.

Crystal Ball - its all about fearing the future, and whats gonna happen to me.

Let Me Be - a cry out for all the pain and suffering to go away and leave me alone.

Killer Conformity - its an old one, really political of me. its about the government and society being run completely based on conformity and how they try and stomp out any difference.

Unfair - my favorite song ive ever written, but also probably the saddest and most disturbing.

--Type Title Here-- - about wishing you were never born.


	DARKEST FEARS \| home Songs Spider's Web - one of my newer songs, its basically about a girl i fell in love with, and despite the fact weve been broken up for a while, i still cant get over her, and face the fact i might have lost her for good. Forever Means Nothing - another song about a girl, one of many, and its about how sometimes we say things, that maybe arent forever, despite the fact we say them, and how much it can hurt to loose the one you love. Homesick - about a girl i met when i went on vacation, got deep feelings for and came to miss her like heck... yea thats pretty much the story behind this one. Angel Watching - this song is a really touchy subject for me. its about my really good friend, Nick Traina, dying and how his death affected me. Learn more about him at In Loving Memory. Johnny Depp - yea, this is deffinatly a really lame pop punk song, where i basically took the concept of the character edward scissorhands, and applied it to my own fear in a relationship.. its kinda odd. Alone At Dawn - i wrote this song about yet another relationship.. that just fell apart when fights became more than anything.. and this expressing my pain wishing i hadnt after it was all over, and what i learned. Train Tracks - a song about a battle with heroin, its simple as that. For You - okay, so if youve notice, i ususally dont name names. but this one deserves it. this one is about Mandy, cause she pretty much saved my life. Time After Time - a song i wrote while i was in the hospital. its about friends, and how the good ones never leave your side, through thick and thin. Easier Said Than Done - about a whore who cheated on me, and how i felt after.. its pretty. Cry Free - this one is just plain and simple written in the hospital about being in the hospital. Stupid Me - another song about a whore, and how stupid i was for risking our friendship for a relationship, and how she cheated on me. story of my life? So I Lied - my favorite shuttlecocks song, about hating where you live... but not being able to leave no matter how hard you try. 5 Pound Weight - a really goofy song about being young and irresponsible and being told to grow up Cranberry Juice - co-written by erik, its about growing up, and how much it really sucks Resurfacing - the first song i wrote when i started playing punk again, with erik and its about like trying to break the pain and suffering so i can make my life mine again. The Ballad of the Broken Hearted - a song about and for just that.. the broken hearted. On My Own - a song about feeling like everything is my fault and im the only one who can fix anything. Too Bad - a song from when i used to have alot of troubles with my dad. Popular - about how everyone tries to be popular. Crystal Ball - its all about fearing the future, and whats gonna happen to me. Let Me Be - a cry out for all the pain and suffering to go away and leave me alone. Killer Conformity - its an old one, really political of me. its about the government and society being run completely based on conformity and how they try and stomp out any difference. Unfair - my favorite song ive ever written, but also probably the saddest and most disturbing. --Type Title Here-- - about wishing you were never born.